ALYSE on Life

The views on life, love and the pursuit of happiness through a 21 year old, single mother's eyes. Warning: Random rants will occur, sad or happy. Deal.


Got a question? I've got an answer  

A legit crush. With intellect. And insight. Hellllloooo sexy

mr. anon-

i see what you did there.. you thought that last post was about you.. the one about me giving someone my number. i can assure you, it wasn’t you because it was someone i know from working at my job.. he comes in like twice a month.. and unless, you’re him which i would be super embarrassed about, since i publicly admitted i like him- its not you.

Anonymous asked: If you're talking about me (the guy who sent those other messages earlier) then ok, you can still give me your number. If not, cool.

old messages? I answer em’ when I get them.. But I rarely come on here. just message me on fb or ask me in person.. tell me its you haha

i should have given you my number. i should have written it down right under the email address.. but i didn’t cuz i’m a chicken..

and, now i am secretly wishing you’ll find a reason to email me and then i can give you my number..

its so creepy i am writing this. wow.

i can’t ever be happy, and i can’t ever be anything but alone and undesirable and sick and sad.. so i put on a fake smile, and help others hoping they’ll never ask me if i need help.
and if they do, i choke on my words and tell them not to worry about me. and if they offer, i must refuse. because i can not and will not allow myself that.

Anonymous asked: I would probably text or call you but I don't have your number anymore and I already feel pretty stalkerish for finding your tumblr and posting that anyways.

well, you know you could always tell me who the heck you are???

jenuhbelle asked: i want to pretend it's b/c the house is older and compression/expansion is the culprit. it doesn't bug me. since i was little i have always felt kind of "in tune" with things around me. my mom said i used to have conversations with "no ine" a lot. there's a voice similar to my dad's that wakes me up by saying my name sometimes. until i feel threatened, i semi-welcome the company. i appreciate your help, though. i feel like all of that might have sounded weird..

no no it didn’t sound weird. i could tell you about all my experiences, and it would make you pee your pants. Sometimes, people don’t want to let you go- even if they themselves are gone.

Bunny tracks.. Sneaky bunny!!

Bunny tracks.. Sneaky bunny!!

Hoppy Easter said that baby

Hoppy Easter said that baby

Anonymous asked: I'm an intelligent, sweet, handsome and thoughtful guy who would like to take you out on a date but you never gave me a chance. Oh well.

If you let me know who you were, I probably would. I have a child, a full time job, and I am the president of the civic club for my city. I have very little free time. I’m not blowing you off, I’m merely busy.

I welcome the idea of a date. Text or call me and let me know who you are.