ALYSE on Life

The views on life, love and the pursuit of happiness through a 21 year old, single mother's eyes. Warning: Random rants will occur, sad or happy. Deal.


Got a question? I've got an answer  

maybe its the weather

that dares me to take a chance in love every year around this time.

maybe its the fact i hate being alone.

maybe its that i want to move forward.

or maybe its none of those things. fuck if i know at this point.

to anyone i’ve given dating advice to, ignore it! never listen to what i say in that area again.. seriously!

Reblogged from journeytojaded
journeytojaded:

this weekend, I have had it. I seriously am over everything.. over all men, over children, over pets, over life in general. seriously..
i want to rip out all my hair and scream. I am so pissed at everything, especially myself for being so stupid.. like right now i forgot to keep some of tegans diapers here at the house i am nannying at and instead packed them all up and took them home.. she now just did a colossal poop and now is naked.. will have to go home naked.. and i am so over it.
when does it stop?
not an hour ago when i cleaned poop up off the floor, or a few hours before that when i went and buried a bird that the cat killed, or even this morning when the guy i’d been seeing was tagged in a pic with his ex? nope it never seems to stop. and maybe that’s how its supposed to be, and maybe that’s why i’m so jaded.

journeytojaded:

this weekend, I have had it. I seriously am over everything.. over all men, over children, over pets, over life in general. seriously..

i want to rip out all my hair and scream. I am so pissed at everything, especially myself for being so stupid.. like right now i forgot to keep some of tegans diapers here at the house i am nannying at and instead packed them all up and took them home.. she now just did a colossal poop and now is naked.. will have to go home naked.. and i am so over it.

when does it stop?

not an hour ago when i cleaned poop up off the floor, or a few hours before that when i went and buried a bird that the cat killed, or even this morning when the guy i’d been seeing was tagged in a pic with his ex? nope it never seems to stop. and maybe that’s how its supposed to be, and maybe that’s why i’m so jaded.

i have a new blog for you all to follow..

journeytojaded.tumblr.com

"look at toys mommy look at toys look at toys"

okay tegan one minute.. both of us have a nasty cough and so i am letting her stay in bed with me right now since my throat is killing me and i can only assume hers is doing the same.. well guess what?? home girl is wide awake and wants to look at toys on the internet. as i write this she is sticking her sippy cup in my mouth and saying “baba”…

she is also singing and asking me about kenzie. how amazing a young little baby knows about her. knows to ask about her.

got to go.. we have to look at toys.

birthday wishes..

my daughter will be two on friday. what did she ask for? hm. was it a puppy? no. was it a barbie? a baby doll? a book? no no no..

SHE ASKED FOR A SISTER. WHAT THE FUCK.

karmic reaction

let’s just take a look at what has been going on:

tues- late to work told not to come in..

weds- fired because of being late

thurs- found out my purse was stolen out of my car, my business partner told me he was done with me..

friday- key stuck in ignition, car battery died..

saturday- key still stuck, locksmith removed the console to get key out

sunday- was okay.

monday- NEW debit card number was stolen and fradulent charges were on my account

tuesday- looked at the passenger side of my car, and someone keyed down my whole freaking car.

weds (today)- RIP iPhone, since tegan dumped water all in it and over it..

what are you trying to tell me universe? Obviously, it’s something.. But, I am not getting the message. Could you be a little less shitty in your delivery, and a little more forthcoming?

No one is ever really alone

I haven’t posted my two cents on the cfa controversy because honestly most are uneducated..

Support chickfila or don’t- but no one should support a restaurant that donates a huge amount to evangelists who are the major supporters of a bill in Uganda to hang/murder all homosexuals. No one is TALKING about that. They’re talking about gay people not being equal; they’re not realizing its deeper than that. It’s about all humanity and the right to life.

I haven’t eaten at chickfila in months. I knew they were anti-gay and religiously affiliated. I’m sorry but being the spiritual, earth child, hippie person I am, I don’t expose my child to propaganda that is pro-Christian, pro-big government, pro-bullying and bashing, pro-conforming, pro-judgment.

If I find out that arbys or zaxbys or Wendy’s gave millions to a religious group, I’d choose to spend my money elsewhere as well.

Humanity wake up, you are a consumer. Chickfila is delicious, but hanging someone because they’re gay is not.

Don’t you love when you underestimate the amount of cigarettes you should bring?

Didn’t expect the stress